A recent picture of me.
Most pictures i use in these pages are made several years ago. They did
evolve slowly into these 'glamorous' pictures. I never was sure about them
and had put them away for a couple of years. Looking at them now, i see
their naivety. They do show a preoccupation with appearance, but at the
same time they are almost shy. Sometimes i think about new pictures, wondering
if i should try letting other people take pictures of me. I was never able
to do that; the old pictures i made myself, with a remote control, some
at my home, some at the studio in artschool - i tried once working with
a friend, but those pictures didn't work at all, I felt too selfconscious,
making the pictures look awkward. I can seperate myelf more from my pictures
these days, and i might even enjoy a photosession. It's not something that
fits in my life at this moment though, but i can imagine it might someday.